Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs, and the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells can't. But you don't listen. You just push harder. And then you hear the voice whisper can. And you discover that the person you thought you were is NO match for the one you really are.

-Anonymos

02 February 2011

Fat People Annonymous: I Fell Off and Rolled

Hi, my name is Phannie.

I am a relapsing fat person.

This year I found out I was pregnant again. Now instead of eating healthy for me and baby, I have given in to my (really early) cravings. The french fries, the burgers, the fried chicken, the ice-cream, the bagels, the CHEESE, the sweets. Oh the joy. UNTIL, I realize that I haven't even seen the Doc yet and I have already pulled out my pregnancy clothing because I HAVE to.

Crawling back to the treadmill is hard. It's so far away. And there are so many other things I could be doing. (ex: cleaning, playing with Sweet Pea, laundry) Focus. Focus.

One day at a time.
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