Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs, and the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells can't. But you don't listen. You just push harder. And then you hear the voice whisper can. And you discover that the person you thought you were is NO match for the one you really are.

-Anonymos

05 August 2009

Body Changes

I should be excited about the little baby bump that is growing. My hubby tells me that it is cute. He likes it. But when I have spent my whole life fighting to stay a normal size it's really hard to look past the "fatness."



I know in my head that I should get bigger and gain weight because I am pregnant, but that doesn't override the programming that I have spent years developing. I just can't get past the out of control, growing body that I have. I wish that I could.

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