Your biggest challenge isn't someone else. It's the ache in your lungs, and the burning in your legs, and the voice inside you that yells can't. But you don't listen. You just push harder. And then you hear the voice whisper can. And you discover that the person you thought you were is NO match for the one you really are.

-Anonymos

11 August 2009

Out of Wack

Okay, I feel completely out of wack. My body is getting fatter. I want to do things and can't. I want to eat healthy, but my body thinks that food tastes gross. I don't want to force feed myself because I don't want to hate the good food when the pregnancy is over.

It's no secret that the mind/spirit is the real animal we are all trying to understand and tame, but when I'm struggling to control the body as well, I feel like I am riding a roller coaster. One that has gone up, up and is not going down and I can't see the end. Screaming. Lots of Screaming.
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  1. Jen (momofmandm)August 11, 2009 at 5:35 PM

    Okay you are so funny! It is such a pain in the back end to figure out what to eat etc... Did they check because you have twins in the family? You never can be too sure. I am so excited for you but I do know how it can be to be on that roller coaster. It is another pain in the you know what. Keep on keepin on.

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